Lots of good stuff has happened!
First, I got to give Jason a blowjob again ^_^ He’s so aggressive when we do that, but he knows I get turned on by that. I was just drinking and watching silly stuff online, and he told me to come over to him. Then he said to get on my knees, and started unzipping his pants, and I got incredibly aroused. I’m such a submissive masochist or something… plus it reminded me of that scene from Firefly :3
He was already hard, so his cock kinda sprung out, and he put his hand on my head and pulled my mouth onto it. I started going back and forth, and I was looking up at him and he had such an evil smile on his face ^_^ I think I’m getting better at sucking him, too, because he built up to orgasm a lot faster than usual! I could feel the muscles in it tightening and bulging, and when I started sucking him hard, he made a surprised gasp noise.
Then, he told me he was going to cum in my mouth. I shook my head no, but he’s mean and right when I knew he was going to cum, I tried to stop but he grabbed my head and wouldn’t let me go. I put my tongue flat against the tip of his cock to try to block his cum, but it squirted out anyway. He came a lot, too! I spit it into my hand and I had to keep it from spilling. Then I wiped it on his chest for being mean! But even though it was icky, I was still really wet and had to masturbate. Jason tried to do it for me, but for some reason I prefer to masturbate myself, hehe. Kind of like how I love giving gifts, but I feel awkward when I’m given one >.>
Then!! The day before yesterday, I finally worked up the nerve to ask Shannon if she played with herself. She’s so open with me, now, I love it ^_^ I asked online, of course, because it’s easier to talk about that kinda stuff online. I’m sure if I asked in real life, she’d blush and freeze up, but online she’s able to be a lot more open! I’m sure she was blushing, still <3 As for me, whenever I ask her naughty things, I get turned on, but also I start to shiver out of nervousness or something… it’s weird! Also, my wimpy tummy muscles get tired because I tighten them up without realizing it.
She told me about the one time she masturbated, which was in the shower. It was only a couple years ago, too! And she decided to finally try it (she knew about it, just didn’t do it) and tried the showerhead method, and when that didn’t work she used conditioner, and that did work! She’s so adorable, though… she said that it felt good, but that she didn’t like feeling herself. She goes to church, so I’m sure there’s some kind of guilt instilled in her, too (those mean church people, making my mousey girl ashamed!) but she said that mostly it just felt gross to touch that part. I agree with that, too! I definitely don’t like my pussy! It’s nice, as far as pussies go, but it’s still an icky hole with flaps and slime inside! Boobs are much cuter <3 Also cocks :3
Anyway, we talked for a while about it, and I came up with a plan! I didn’t tell her about it, though. I just had her come over yesterday, and we went on a fun trip! Unfortunately, it didn’t involve me raping her with a strap-on, though. That’s a good thing, though, because I wouldn’t be able to stand seeing her sad and ruined for marriage!
Crystal and Jason came along, and behaved themselves quite well! Shannon’s getting used to my friends (I’ve introduced her to a few, and she hangs out with my sister and Jason a lot), but I don’t think she’s quite comfortable enough for our drunken, naked antics >.>
We went to a fun little store called The Crypt, over in Hillcrest ^_^ If any of you are in San Diego, you should visit sometime! It’s a naughty store >:3 They have lots of neat leather and lingerie and stuff that I could never get away with wearing! They also a whole wall of whips and riding crops @_@ My sister bought a cat o’ nine tails, and some other whip. I am scared ._. I think she just got them because they’re fun to have, though. Kind of like replica swords and daggers. I’m never going to use my katana, but it’s fun just having it. I can’t really see my sister doing BDSM stuff… it’s all too silly! Like a parody of aggressive sex, or something. She just has the aggressive sex, without the costume ^_^
It was adorable when Shannon came in! She kind of looked around, took a full 5 or 10 seconds to realize what everything was, and turned completely red. She was blushing for almost the entire time we were in there, and I don’t think she ever left my side. I’m such a mean person, aren’t I?
She also got carded when she went in! I went to the Crypt a couple days after I turned 18, and I was never carded… and I’ve never seen anyone get carded in there! I wonder if that makes me a pedo, being so attracted to a girl who looks so young that even the sex store people don’t believe she’s 18 v.v It was fun watching her try to get her ID out, though! I had to help her pull it out of her wallet, because she was so nervous. The guy working the store was really nice, though, so Shannon wasn’t too embarrassed.
We looked around at all the stuff… it was so tempting to buy a corset! They’re so sexy! I don’t think I can wear sexy stuff, though. My sister could, but then she has a flat chest so a corset would probably look silly, too. I did spare Shannon the “gay room,” though. They have a back room with naked men everywhere! Gay postcards, gay porn, gay magazines… it’s a fun room to go in ^_^ Really, that whole store is like a candy store for pervs <3
While Jason and my sister were looking at other stuff, I discreetly took Shannon over to some of the vibrators. She was so shy, and was so quiet I couldn’t hear what she was saying sometimes. It was so fun, explaining the different kinds there were, and trying to figure out what would be best for Shannon. We eventually picked out a really nice bullet-style vibrator. I figured she’s still to cute and proper to start with a regular vibrator like Leopardy Purr, and those bullet ones do feel pretty good, and you don’t even have to stick them in you! Also, I got a glass dildo of my own, so I don’t have to use my sister’s :3 It’s so pretty!
I haven’t asked Shannon if she’s used her vibrator yet… I’m such a mean person, corrupting her like I do… but I’m being nice about it, too, and want to let her get used to stuff gradually :3 Or maybe I’m just being manipulative, and I’m simply a mean person v.v Still, it’s so much fun being naughty with her! And she seems to like it a lot, too… it’s kind of like how kids play doctor. She was never able to do that, and now she’s finally getting to explore the sexual side of life. She’s adorably shy when she does so, but I can tell she enjoys it, too.